Sometimes I think we're not as wise as we think we are...everyone knows, and everyone doesn't know and for every lesson we learn there's plenty more that we need to stumble through. We need to stop, and we need to maybe look back to the time where everything held us in a childlike sense of wonder. I'm sixteen, and already I just feel old and tired. Remember how it was like when we knew nothing of the world and everything about God and love and life held us in thrall... I guess we can truly be wise when we've seen the world and yet retain that sense of wonder, maybe?

I really don't like feeling so stressed, like I have a million and one things to do, cheer, chem SPA, Biology and Amath tests, Modern Dance, my SBs, and cell planning and everything. All I really want to do is stop. Stop trying, stop working and just...seek God. Yeah.