Its over. My response is somewhere between finally! and already? Heh.

I miss it all. Like, on the first day, how me and char came to school at 10 and I got booked and she didnt(wth) and we did the rehearsal for the finale and we played a fool, doing Indian Dance and Malay Dance and forming our own awesome shizzzz choir. All the helium breathing in and singing and heyapple and furrruit baskets.

And being so scared of the make up brush in Ms Poh’s hand and the long line for Ms Fong and rushing around rubbing glitter on the rest of the other CCA groups, like BAND. Hehe. And the picture taking and the freaking out backstage and sleeping on each others legs in a circle during tech run. Running outside finding our friends and getting flowers from Hannah, Nainika and Priya((: And the high before and after the performance and eating in between and playing unblock me and taptap in the dressing room.

Wanting to cry, just before our very last dance. “This is it.” It held so much meaning for all of us. It was it. The last, the very final 3 minutes of our dance career in secondary school. Last time we were dancing as a team. And onstage I think all of us felt it. The energy, the smiles. It was AWESOMEEEE.

Then after debrief, where everyone started hugging and crying, hahah and laughing while crying and the stupid “I will miss you *kiss*” to rub off our lipstick on each others faces. Xin Tian was wailing. Literally. Then, supper at Macs with Char and Nicole and Yun Hi and XinTian.

I will miss everybody so so much. I’ve made such good friends over the past 3 plus years, and all the drama and ups and downs and funny quirky things we do…no one has fun better than us dancers. Oh darn I’m missing everyone so much la. Modern Dance has been such a big part of my life. Without it, I would be sad, lonely, no life and fat. Honest.